This is the Ultimate (kick Ass)

Owners of the next, aesthetically relaxed 7-series might not have to spend half their time defending their cars' looks, but they'll still be kept busy deciphering the big car's electronic doodads. Anyone that knows me, will know that Omars dream car is the 7 series, this peice of machine kicks ass and the future BMW supersedan will include a head-up display, four-wheel adjustable air springs, an eye-movement monitor, a lane-departure warning system, and possibly a fission reactor. A hybrid version will follow after the standard model, which arrives in 2008.

So guys, if you want to know why I am not going out as much as before, well I am saving up, innit.

I love my Motorola D&G

Guys, I love my Motorola D&G. I have got so many phones after this. But you know what, it has the least facilities, but I love it. It was a gift last summer and you know what, it has travelled everywhere. I love you D&G and I will never leave you. Bring it on baby.

If you love somthing, celebrate it.

Spikey

I miss my long hair. You know you spend months growing your hair, and then suddenly with one thought you are at the barbers and he is shaving it all off. I so miss having longer hair, yes shorter is better for the summer. But I am always getting comments about my spikey hair now. Well I am just not the kind of guy that can put it to the side, I have to expreess myself with my hair. In Kuwait everyone has spikey hair as well as europe, but in Qatar, well thats another story. Get used to the spikes, beleive me, they will all be doing it next year when its out.

I do set some trends Myself

Can you beleive it. A Trend that I started in Qatar in 2006 has finally made its way to Europe. Last summer I clocked on to how trendy it was to start collecting badges and putting them on the my baseball caps and then sometimes jeans and other stuff. A few friends started to copy me, and today I was searching the net and found that this is a new craze currently sweeping London, New York and Paris big time. Well I guess I have done it again. Good on you Omar....

Feeling Happy Again

I am feeling happy and confident again.
Finally I feel positive again, and happy. Looking foward to the weekend.

Whats makes us happy? is it money, friends, Love. Well I guarantee you if your inlove, and someone loves you, the rest comes second. But can we really be happy alone, or by ourselfs, our we enough for ourslefs, or do we really need someone to share it all with.

Some peopel say you have to love yourself before you can love another. Can you love yourself and not be confident, or is it only those who are confident that really value and love themselfs. Loving yourslef, in who you are. Not the love myself, thinking your the most important thing in life.

I dont know the answer. But I am assuming that we all kind of love ourselfs somehow.

The Only Thing We Are Ever Dealing With Is a Thought, and a Thought Can Be Changed.

No matter what the problem is, our experiences are just outer effects of our inner thoughts. Even self hatred is only hating a thought you have about yourself. You have a thought that says “I am a bad person.” This thought produces a feeling, and you buy into the feeling. However what I have learnt is if you don’t have the thought, you won’t have the feeling. And thoughts can be changed. Change the thought, and the feeling must go.

This is only to show us where we get many of our beliefs. But lets not use this information as an excuse to stay stuck in our pain. The past has no power over us?. It doesn’t matter how long we have had a negative pattern. The point is in the present moment. What a wonderful thing I have realized, finally I can begin to feel free again!!!!!!!!!! What do you think.

Im so tired of being here,
Suppressed by all my childish fears,

And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave, because your presence still lingers here, and it won’t leave me alone.

These wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just real. There’s just too much that time can not erase.

When you cried, id wipe away all your tears. You would scream id fight away all those fears.

I had held your hand through all of these years.